"The past beats inside me like a second heart."
— John Banville, The Sea (via mashamorevna)
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# words   # related   # text: red   # I'M SAD  


explanation of red’s brain damage… yay…

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# text: red   # this makes me sad to think about mostly because of how little control over his own life red has like waaaah   # he's absolutely terrible now but omfg... poor little baby red...   # although i love it like....   # they made such a victim of him y'know...   # and he's not even close to being one now despite the way maeve pointed out that he victimizes himself all the time   # which he does but he can't HELP it because that's the entire base of his character at this point   # he's literally... stuck there. permanently.   # years has passed and he still reacts to it like it happened yesterday   # and it's nice to really finally get to explain what's fueling this drive y'know   # and that it's bli's fault in the first place   # but at the same time sad because so little of what makes red him is... 'natural'   # i just.... ;____; my baby.....   # my mass murdering little trashy shit baby.....  


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# forgot to reblog this here...................   # this was like the only writing i did while i was sick   # and i LOVE how my writing turns out when i'm sick   # but it's like impossible to get myself to write......when i'm sick...   # like the only reason i managed to do this was cuz i had a random bout of energy cuz i was about to pass out   # but I LIKE THIS SO MUCH SIGHs....   # writing   # mine   # character: bert   # au: past  


"I take back what you have stolen,
and in your languages I announce
I am now nameless.
My true name is a growl."
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# AGHHHH   # words   # related   # text: red   # ok but it doesn't help that i've been thinking about feral!red for the past half hour now omfg  


"NARCISSUS: May I die before I give you power over me.
ECHO: I give you power over me."
— Ovid, Metamorphoses (via godmaking)
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# words   # related   # ahhhhhh... i just.....   # ship: redhaze   # okay... the whole thing with narcissus and echo is that narcissus never paid even a second of attention to echo...   # he was so self-absorbed y'know...   # and echo's curse made it so that she could only use his words to communicate.. with him or in general   # so i love that he's directing his words to the world and she's directing them back to him   # and i think of red and haze because... that's just it...   # red's narcissistic and he only cares about himself and he only sees people through their relationships with him   # and his relationship with haze is still all about him and getting back at the city   # red training haze is all about having yet another weapon against the city and another soldier for the his little army...   # he 'cares' about her sure but he doesn't care FOR her like she does for him   # for haze it's all about red and loving him and what he means to her   # she'd give him anything he wanted she'd take anything he gave her   # haze learned to stand up for herself through red and his corruption of her like   # the way she's growing up she'd learn to fight and keep people from taking advantage of her like her father had   # ...except for red because she willingly lets him do just that LIKE????   # I CAN'T VOICE IT WELL I JUST   # I FEEL SO MUCH  


"Even when you self-destruct, you want to fail more, lose more, die more than others, stink more than others."
— Don DeLillo, Cosmopolis  (via luscifers)
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# words   # related   # text: bert   # ;___;  


"I want to forget that
my body is borrowed from dirt."
— C. Dylan Bassett (via mirroir)
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# danny's feelings noooooooo... stop this...   # words   # related   # text: dannyboy  


"You came to me when I weeped of unpleasant thoughts of agony and death.
You touched my tormented and unfilled heart with a dark compassion within.
You filled my soul with lifeless flowers of delightful sensation, containing the truth of humanity and my inner self.
You took my faith and threw it in the hole of endless blackness.
You spoke with an atrocious scream, when I had hope upon my inner shadows.
And I then knew that you were a purpose of darkness for me, my devil friend."
— (The Ba Lunatic) The Devil (via follia-stultitia)
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# still mad at britt for showing me this... wtf...   # how could you ;-;   # words   # related   # ship: redevil   # like literally... u g h  


but if you just take off your mask
you’ll find out everything’s gone wrong.

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# i'm still not over it....   # ship: bertkesha  


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# ship: partyghoul